Splatters of Life♥

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Chanced upon this song while wandering with Han at HMV the other day :)

"God writes straight with crooked lines
He takes the mess we make in life
Turns our groaning into perfect rhyme
Hidden by the veil of time
The wisdom of His love’s design
God writes straight with crooked lines” – Title track Crooked Lines, Corrinne May.

Never felt so close to a song before. 

Suddenly, I felt grateful once again.
His grace, His love and His plans for me.
Am thankful that I have someone to believe in, cos it's Him.
Am thankful that I have someone to love, cos it's Him.
Am thankful that I have someone to lean on, cos it's Him. 

When everyone's had ended their journey, I am just starting on mine. 
In a way that I do not know that I should be afraid of or excited.
Alot of people will choose to anticipate and excited.. but..
for me I think I will choose fear.

Not the fear that will grip your heart, but the one that will make you better.
From before to present then to the future.
In the past, I chose to ignore that fear... and ended up with crooked lines. 
That's why..now.. in order to do better, in order to not let those around fear for me..
I have to use that fear to remind me..

It seems like my belief of everyone has their own road to take.. is coming to past. 
However, in an unexpected dismay manner.
One that hurt the people around me more than I do. 

I cannot even utter a word of apology.. cos... 
it's more than that.. it's not something that can be settled with just " I'm sorry ".
I have been taking things for granted like way too much and it has to stop.

He will write straight with my crooked lines..
He will turn all my groaning to perfect rhymes. 
He will :)  

P.S: Totally loving Corrine May's new album "Crooked Lines" ;)

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"Do not give up in those things that you believe in and those people you do believe in."
                                                                            -Alexander DeLeon, The Cab-

Just went to The Cab concert yesterday, my first concert ever.
Never felt so star-struck before and terrible withdrawal symptoms.
After going to one, now i know why people are so willing to pay for it and have to get the FRONT ROWS!
LIKE SERIOUSLY!

Anyways, I was really impacted and moved by their faith that had brought them so far.
Even if the there were like never ending tribulations to conquer,
you just have to keep that faith that you believe in and move it along with you! ;D
When the things get tougher, toughen your faith ;)

After seeing them, I really do think that there's always a price to pay to be different.
And that difference willl show you clearly.. who you really are.

I dont know am I doing it right or wrong and i dont want to know now.
I just want to know that now I am happy or not.

It may be a bit tougher for me in the future but I believe that everyone has their own road, their own journey.
Therefore, I see no point walking down the same road bumping to those jackasses that I do not really wanna meet.

I want to believe and I choose to believe that it will all be good in His hands :D 

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Even if I spell it out, do you think that I can make things clear enough?
There's a saying that goes,

"if you experience the darkness of your life, then you will experience the beauty of it" 

Just like in the dark gloomy sky, then you are able to see the enchanting stars shining brightly :)

I dont know how, I dont know when, but I am gonna believe that it will happen~
All in a good way ;) 

Let's believe!~

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Seriously. with ALL THE EFF-Y-P SHITS and ALL THE PEE-DEE SHITS,
It's like reallly taunting me like every single second and every single minute!
OH MY FREAAKING TIAN!

OHHH 主啊！救救我吧！ 我需要解脱！！ BIG TIME!

When decemeber is here, i am not revived by all the holiday moods going on,
but rather suffocating from all the 逼死人的 deadlines!
Now I just hope that January will come, but it strucks to my mind that it will gonna be a new year!
ZOMG!

SERIOUSLY I NEED A NEW SEASON, A CHANGE AND A REVIVAL !
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

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Recently, I am bombard-ed with overwhelming facts from history of arts and overwritten to-do-lists~
Yes, just totally overwhelmed in the most detest way~ ugh!

Anyways, came across this song~ Rhythm of Love by Plain White T's :)
Wells, since almost everyone is struggling with this issue no matter how many times they have fell in and out of love..
so we might as well just sway to it and see where it will brings you to :)

Loves :)

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如果真的能像这首歌所说的。。。
能独自一人的sofa, 烦脑就能so far 的话，
那有多好啊！！！

人啊！ 真的难免会不断的成长~
所以我要努力的长大， 成为有用的人！
嘿嘿！~
（好像回到小时候立志愿的时候！哈哈！ ）

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Above the clouds,
Beyond the winds,
Let me just deactivate my senses and coop my soul in the flesh.

I wanna turn away,
I wanna shut down,
Cos I want to find myself beyond the natural realm.

They may not know me,
they may not understand.
But I still want You to know who I am.

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Well O wells,
I dont know am i getting myself into deep shit or what,
but hopefully, I am going to be the owner of that vespa.
Well, maybe not vespa, but something similar? :)
Hees~

Life has not been easy..
there are not much things to celebrate yet~
Yea, yet! Hopefully I can break some good news soon~

During this period of time, I am just going to set my heart right..
Yea! Cos when our heart is right, He will change the flesh!
YAY! :)

In addition to that, I will try to make time for the things I want to try and like to do!~ :)

So JIAYOUS~

 

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At every sunrise,
when the light shines upon my face,
let me not forget the love and the grace You had showered upon this world.
Let me not forget the purpose You planned in my life.

To love and be loved
To forgive and be forgiven
To bless and be blessed.

Let me not forget that.

There will be moments when you think that you better off dead than living in this wild world.
You would rather just end it off by not settling those things around you.
It's too much on your plate thus you dont know where to start off with.
But seriously, life will not get anywhere better even if you hung your head.

Heard this song in my colleague's car.
This song is from Sting.
Well, i am not really familiar with the tunes he composed but i must say that I felt the depth of his songs and welll..
still trying very hard to comprehend.

so here it is, one of my favourites from his composition, Hung my head.

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