Splatters of Life♥

Just came across this video and decided to dedicate to all my lovelies out there=))

You guys know who you are=))
They say that true love never dies..
and I really pray that we will be friends as long as this world is turning.


I think..
because the passion we had..
the love and encouragement we had showered upon one another..
it just keeps me moving=))
And when I feel weary and lost..I will cling on to the prayers we had for one another=))
LOVES!

Dont forget that as much as your are there for me, I want to be there for you guys!
Yea?!?!

I may not be able to do much but at least your can pour out all your craps and rubbish to this "rubbish bin" of yours=))

Well O Wells!!
Went to meet him before I went to meet mummy for shoppin..shhh!!
Although we barely had 5 minutes?!!?!? but still, we were very glad that we met=)
That achibalan fall sick today!! makes me ponder should I skip school halfway and visit him then go work or wad??
*sighs* worried much!

ahhhh~worried worried worried!!

Anyways, went to shop shop with mummy at Haji Lane=)
Glad that she like the place=)
Here are some pics..

Hais..i think there is a huge difference!! hahhaha!! my mum is pretty right?? i know!!

My mum wanna go back there once again..so is good=))

HEY PEEPOS!
I know that it has been a loong long time since I update..
and TADA!! HERE I AM=))

Here are some of the pics I had taken wiht my new classmates=))




Okie..now more about myself=))



=))
Happy much lately=))
Even dancing under the starless night can make me feel so blessed=))
loves!!

I have been very very drained from all the work and school stuffs..
Cannot wait for the hols=))
I miss church!!
I miss miaomiao!!
I miss VIC & BELLE!!
I miss Yulenda!!
I miss my E37B!!
AHHH!! I MISS EVERYONE!!
I WANNA MEET UP WITH EVERYONE LIKE A ASAP!!

 





Hey peeps!!
I am back again~
ahhh..had been rather busy  nowadays..
UT just started and i seriously dont know when my bar test will be conducted..
Work has been okie..bit too bad but not very good too..
need some time to adapt=)

recently, had been hanging out with mud they all and seriously have to say that they are a great company..
hahs!!
I must say that even though i get restless and unmotivated, you people are the driving force yeah??
LOVES!!

To mud,
i know that you are freaking busy and tired, but still i really appreciate the effort that you took to join us=)
thank you thank you thank you!!
hees..


To my sistas and one brother!!
hahahahahah!! Thank you so much for ur advices and i seriously love u all!!
we got to meet up more often yea??
loves!!

I am getting more and more lazy every now and then=(
I dont know am i tired or just plain lazy..
anyways, i just wanna have my holidays!!
that's all=)

P.S: I MISS MY E37B!!

I realised something today..
the more i tell myself aint going to do sth, the more i am gng to do it..
that totally stinks.

I did something really embarassing and i really pinky swear that i wont do that again!
never ever again.

I always thought that i am that far..
but no i am not..
i mean not in terms of knowledge...
anyways, i am going to move on and move on!

yeap!
I may be like a kid crawling out from those stinky bins and gasping for some fresh air..
At the same time, wondering what i can get to see frm out there..

and seriously, i know i can shut up, so i better do it at the right time..

btw, my current class aint that bad actually..
need some more time together=)

and btw, my freaking earpiece SPOIL!!
WAHH!! MY BRO AND MINE BROWKE DOWN AT THE SAME TIME!!
IT IS SO OH MY TIAN!!

When you say you want to be a strong person, it means that you had not been one.
seriously..i realised today.

I hope that I can wave goodbye to october and welcome my november asap!!

As time is ticking away, tears are trickling..
after those tears, a decision will be made,
and i wanna congratulate myself for seeing another intolerable side of humane.
But at the same time,
grateful to those poeple who are willing to be your listening ears to those craps that i had went through and had to rattled on and on..
Thanks for staying there with me=)
You guys know who you are. LOVES=)

As people's backs turn towards you,
i think it is alright to turn yours back at theirs tooo..
what is the point of making someone ur priority when you are just an option?!?!
Trust me! I will run with the wind! Where it will takes me to!
 
TO THOSE WHO CANNOT(dont know how to and yet act like a PRO!!) TREASURE FRIENDSHIP, I AM GOONA SAY THESE:

IN YOUR FACE! STOP PUSHING PEOPLE AROUND LIKE YOU ARE THE BOSS!
STOP YOUR NONSENSE AS PEOPLE..NO NOT PEOPLE! YOUR SO-CALLED FRIENDS
HAD ENOUGH OF IT! SO JUST JUST SHUT UP AND GET YOUR THINGS DONE!
STOP BEING A WANNABE! IF YOU REALLY WANNA BE ONE..BE ONE!
DONT ACT LIKE YOU DONT WANT TO BE ONE AND BE ONE!
IT IS LIKE A MAJOR TURN-OFF AND IT REALLY MAKES ME NAUSEOUS!
CUT OFF YOUR ACT!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!

Yes! everything will be better and i believe in this way..
i have to think like that, or else..
that's it!

I had a conversation with one of my friends regarding about..past.
He made a statement " my past makes me like that "

I think that what was in the past remains as a past..
it is our own decision whether to bring our past to present.
I know it is easier to be said than to be done..but still, it is our own choice..

I think that our past is not really that important..
BUT what is really important is what we bring from the past.
Yea..to me, THAT is important.

I always tell myself that..
whatever kind of situaitions or connections you had with someone is more than a coincidence..
thus, i am going through all these with a reason and purpose..

It maybe a pleasant or unpleasant one..
but, i wanna stay strong and move on from where i am..

Tears may still fall when we think of our past..
but after all those trials and tribulations,
we've survived. and that is what we can celebrate man.
most importantly, dont lose that priceless smile of yours.
cos you know that nth can buy that!!
and i aint gonna lose that!!

and VIPPY told my class sth last fri which i find it really useful=)
"It is okie to make mistakes, as long as it is your decision"
&
"I am who i am not yet"

Making a mistake is a big deal..to me.
but as long as i learnt from it..and i know it is my decision..
it is ok.
Just dont repeat it.

I am fully convinced by that..
we cant really predict the 20 years later of us..
it is kinda impossible...
because as the world is spinning, we humans are changing..

thus, dont be too taken aback when your "friend" changes to  a "stranger".
Remember as your friend changes, you change too!!

The very 1st latte that I had made!!=)
The foam actually formed up a love shape like unknowingly~
I didnt do that like deliberately..cool right?? hahahah!! i know=)

Anyways, had a great meet-up with Cherrie=)
Glad to know that she is still doing fine=)
and like usual, we left the place with lots of dilemma..
or maybe just me!! hahahah!!
i want so many things!! zomg!! *KA CHING*
and yeap! some pics tgt..

Hahaha!! I seriously think that my eyes are like small to the max!!
That is why i wanna have one that is uber big=) smiles=)

Oh yea!
Liyee passed me my bdae present (i know it is really belated)
but still appreciated much!! =)
Like what she said, I really think she is like collecting a series of pens for me!!
HAHAHAH!! but all those came in handy=)

She bought me a mask and i really laugh at her thoughts!
She bought me a mask with korean lang directions!
NO ENGLISH AT ALL!!
HAHAHAH!! AND IT IS REALLY THE WHOLE BIG PIECE OF INFO IN KOR.
HAHAHHA!! LET ME SHOW U PPL!!

I DONT UNDERSTAND!!! 어떻게?!??! ("How" in kor )
HAHAHAH!! anyways, she made my day with all those lovely gifts=)
LOVES=)


 

 

With the same backpack that I throw on to kick off my day every morning,
I cant wait to dump it down the floor where I first picked up from.
EXHAUSTED.SWOLLEN EYES.COMPLICATION!

I felt like I was being slammed down on the crosssroad of my life.

With this new sem, God never stop to show me the way how life works..
CHANGE! not just me..but everything arnd me changes as times goes by..
Be it surroundings or people..yeap..everything changes..

I hate the fact that this word CHANGE exisit in my life...
and will stick with me like a uber super glue that i cant detach it!
wad is this?!?!

Aint feeling any better after my trip from thailand=(
I am like still sick and getting sentimental..but not as bad as b4..
I think that I had lose alot of weight..
I cant finish my food because my stomach aint doing me any good..
You can say that I barely had a proper meal every day..
People who dont know may thought that I am on a diet!!
Furthermore, my bio clock is in a mess!
I cant slp at night..only in the morn..
*sighs*

I just pray that October can come real fast...
I really want all these to end like as fast as possible..
They may not know but it is real hard for me to bear..
Those idiots!

P.S: Thanks Bry for ur "cheerupz"=)
thank you so much!!! At least I know that you care=)

After 11 days in Thailand,
I hope that I can move on as before~
But it seems that I cant..
It seems like I forgot to bring my heart back and thus,
there's no heartbeat here..

I am like trying to stop talking about my trip..
cos it will totally make me sentimental and bring me to a melancholy state..
I am not ready for the busi-ness suddenly..totally not prepared..
I cant resume to my norm self...
I find it so hard and so are my team members..
were texting mud and joey like no body's business just now~
OHMYGOSH!! I MISS ALL OF THEM!!
I am missing H.O.P.E..and most of all Mirror Foundation's staffs..
The villagers that had received us so well and so were the kids..
The people there really makes me so welcomed in that foreign land..
They will be remembered man..

Truly regret that I cannot do more for them during the trip because of reservations in mind!!
DAMN IT!!

Feeling damn depressed right now..
The feeling felt worse than anything..I think..

I wanna keep strolling under those stars that light up my path in the village..
Maybe I wanna move on from there..
It may seem dim though, but the love from everywhere will totally lit up your whole path..
and it will eventually bring you home..

The nature that can live without us will be remembered..
I dont even wanna slp on the last day of touring..
worrying that I will miss anything..
afraid that I cant embrace anything of that sort when I come back..
No..it is I cant even find anything here as nature..like anymore
Everything look so artificial here..

Tears were running like crazy yesterday and so was just now..
and  I am wondering when will it stop..
I am not sure if I am able to stop thinking of those moments for a day or even a while every now and then..
How can I stop playing back those moments that brought me more than happiness..
Those moments that we had shared will be locked in a corner of heart and aint going away...

Those things that I had witnessed and had been through will be like a tattoo..
cant be removed..

I wanna go back so badly..
Like i am ready to pack my bag and go NOW!


I never know that I am so attached to that land itself..
Nothing seems to be able to make me feel better...
Not even any korean news or any of my favourite songs..
I dont feel like doing anything and going anywhere now..
Dont even wanna contact anyone~
Dont even wanna celebrate my birthday!
That is how bad my situation now~

I am feeling so overwhelmed and depressing now~
I need some time alone i think..
Thought that I wont be in this state
but were a huge mistake...
HATE SEPARATIONS!!

Damn..I wanna move on..
Worst still..I know that I have to..
But i aint man..

TO E37B:
Under the sunset and ringing sound of waves,
we can still dance even if it is a cloudy day..
Because there is still you and me=)


Although it may seems like we are having the last day together, but we know that we have many more yet to come=)


AHBEBE just told me something just now..

"Life is all about suspense"-SHUAIB

OH MAN!! quite true huh?!?!
We dont really know what to expect for tmr??
SHUAIB!! THE GURU OF QUOTES!!
KEEP IN CONTACT YEA?!?!
HAHAHAH!!

OH YEA!! HE WROTE SOMETHING FOR ALL OUR CLASSMATES THROUGH MSN!!
AND HERE IS MINE:

it was really nice being ur classmate..even though u were small and innocent, Thr were many things i learnt from u..patience.. care..concern.. sm othr stuffs...(hehe secret)..hmm..shud i say u are de light bulb of the class??haha.. I neva met such a girl befre .. You are the first gal can really make me laugh my ass off..your smile..ur innocence..is really unique.. hehe.. And ya.. Sry if i had done or said anything wrng that might hv hurt ur feelings or sth..really dint mean to.. but ws jking.. Being ur class mate was really fun aft all..Thanks for all the laughther u gave in class. it will be forever cherished..Thanks. and finally.. i wud like to say sth..If you have two friends in your lifetime, you're lucky. If you have one good friend, you're more than lucky..Like wad u said..will alwys kp in touch..

 
*TOUCHED!!!*

I really wanna tell all my loves(all of E37B) for letting me know the joy I had brought to u ppl..i realy didnt know that I can do that=)
THANKS PEEPOS!! U GUYS WERE REALLY AWESOME!!

THANKS JAN AND SYAFIQ(OMG!! DIDNT KNOW U WILL PEN DOWN SOME STUFFS FOR THE CLASS!!)

AND HAPPY BDAE AH CAI AH!! HAHAHAHHAH!!
WILL MISS U TOO!!=)

HERE TO UR AGAIN..
사랑해 그리고 고마워!!
(I love you and Thanks)
 

Dont you guys think that when we know there is sth that is only one in the whole world, we tend to cherish it more than anyone else?!?!
Especially those limited edition materials!! ZOMG!!
People can really just throw big bucks to add to their list of collection..

Something struck me..like just now~
Dont your realise that YOU YOURSELF IS ONLY ONE IN THE WHOLE WORLD!?!?
Someone may look like you,think like you and act like you..
But there is one thing in you that will never be the same as others..
Your heart=)

Our heart is just like an apple..
Once someone chomps it down, you can never have it back~
Dont give your heart away just like that man!!
WHAT A WASTE IF IT ENDED UP IN A BEAST'S HAND!!
IMAGINE YOUR PRINCE HAVE TO CONTINUE CHOMPIN DOWN AN EATEN APPLE~
EWWWW~~ It will never taste as yummilicious as the first bite man~
NEVER~

We can choose who to give and who not to~
Love it like no one else, we are priceless..the one and only in the world~
 
 

Went for diving trip briefing sesson..
am so exicited for the trip!=)
ELLE LOOK SO GORGEOUS TODAY!!!

Anyways, goona really take this UT3 seriously..
AFTER TT,HOHOHOO!!
GONNA have movie marathon, Thai Trip and WORK!!
yes!! I am gonna like recharge aft all the trips and stuff!!
HEH HEH!!

Solitary may not be a bad thing after all..
It may seems like a real loner..
but it is not afterall!
As long as you are comfortable with urself=)

LOVE MY E37B!!
U GUYS ARE UBER AWESOME PPL!!
HEARTS U ALL!!

Off to tuition!!

I finished watching"A walk to remember" and zomg!
It is such a heart-wrenching yet a beautiful story..
This story is actually much based on the author's sister..
OMGOSH!! I WONDER HOW THEY GO THROUGH THIS MAN!!
IF IT IS ME...MY GOSH..I REALLY DONT KNOW MAN!!

Anyways, there is a soundtrack in the movie call"It's gonna be love"
Awesomeness!!

For those who had not watched it..hoho!!
STRONGLY RECOMMENDED!!

IT WILL REALLY FILL YOUR WHOLE ROOM WITH LOVE!!

I dont know but I think it shows me another side of love..
like "tickling" feeling will have to be there when both meet?!?!
And is like...YEA..I think through this movie, I kind of know what is chemistry all about?!?!
HAHAHAHA!!

Oh yea!! I learnt a quote today!!
"Dont make someone your priority when you are just an option in their life" -Shuaib
OMGOSH!! SHUAIB IS GETTING WISER!!
HAHAHHA!! anyways, thanks alot AHBEBE!!

today, i had walked past someone that i thought can be my really good friend..
but i didnt went up and say HI...i dont know why..i m felling really like..i dont know..
sad will be too vague..it is more than that..
i just hope that we can still be through thick and thin..
yea..if possible..

 

Here is the song that I am really loving it now=)
It is by my church and I just LOVE IT=)
Really because of HIM, I can do so much things and be where I am right now~
People will not know what I had gone through,only You~
Because of You~
Lyrics below the vid=)

Because of You, I was borned again
Because of You, I'm ransomed by Your Grace
Because of You, my heart has found a Home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You, sins are washed away
Because of You, heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You've broken every chain

Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me

Because of You, the weak say "I'm strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure

Now heavens, be open
Our God is unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above

Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that "You are God"

HEY PEEPOS!!
MY LOA WAS APPROVED!!
YAY!! Muahhahaha!!
Now I felt more motivated to study=)

Oh yea! Today is quite an awesome day though=)
We ended school early man! Left school around 1245pm!!
MUHAHAHAH!! I believe the others will be dead jealous larhs!!
OH!! And BRY is being such a PINOY buffing ppl's nails!! HAHAH!! HILARIOUS!!
BTW, Thanks BRY FOR THE SUNSET PIC!! I TOTALLY LOVE IT!!
Here's the pic=)

That PINOY took it himself!! GENIUS=)

Went for tuition and scew my new lens~
My old lens cause me to go back home and make me buy a new one!!
BUT THAT DID NOT HELP AT ALL!!
It came out when I was givin tuition to those kiddos!!

Hais~And internet is failing me!!
I think God is asking me to study larhs!!
FINE I WILL GO NOW!! UT3!! AHHHH!!
It seems like the topic of my class now!!

안녕 나의 친구들!!
(Hi my friends in kor.)
Yeap! Today we celebrated Janice's bdae!!

HAPPY BELATED BDAE MY GIRL!!
Please had truckloads of fun in the year ahead and CONGRATS!!
YOU ARE LEGAL NOW=)
Our class damn cute~ We are like making balloon origamis at NAMASTE~
I didnt even know until i asked sche!!
HAHHAHAH!!

Anyways, I totally will miss this bunch of insane yet awesome people!
Thanks for being my 1st batch of my RP classmates~
Greatly appreciated~
Those days that we had truckloads of fun..yea..it will be my source of my strength when I am down=)
LOVE YA PEEPOS!!

I am like super stress for UT3!
Really by hook or by crook must get a B at least!!
There is like TRUCKS OF INFORMATION TRYING TO BANG INTO MY HEAD..
BUT MY BRAIN IS LIKE A SIZE OF A PEA!
OH GOSH!! Really can shout HALLELUJAH!
Dont wanna retain~BOOSH!

Here'a the pic of the day=)

Oh yea!! Really had an enjoyable time with Syafiq,Sche,Desmond,Firdaus,Andreas and Janice!!
HAHAHAHHA!! The convo that we had is so achibalan!!
Whatever it is, keep in touch peeps!!!!

OH YEA! I saw JASMINE KHOO LI SHAN!!
My gosh!! I dont even know that I walked past her until Sche tell me!!
HAHAHHA!!
TOO LONG NVR MEET LE!!
She cannot join us for diviing=(
SAD!

OH MY TIAN!! This is the 1st class pic we had together=)

E37B!!
My gosh!! I really can't thank God enough to meet you guys!!
My prayer really came true for meeting such lovely and awesome ppl in my 1st sem in RP..
OH MANN..I really really wan to be with ur forever can?!?!
While other ppl cant wait to get out from their class and move on to the next one..
my gosh..i just wanna stick to ur like some uber super glue..!!
Although we were with each other for 4 months~ we had so many memories together!!
And all those were random stuffs!! It just happened like tt!!
By some casual remarks, it just happened!!
I really like tt!! I love u ppl till stawberries drop and rot!!

I will miss those tiffs,love,care,laughs,lameness and achibalan and chinchow words from ur!!
I will miss teaching korean to ur..
I will miss those angst our class had..gossips that we blabbered..embarassing bdaes that we planned~
ahh!! i wanna cry now~~I will really embrace ur in my heart~ wherever I will be=)

I hope tt even as times goes by, when we see one another..
there will be still be hugs and kisses!!
We can even lepak together at some really cool place!!
AHHH!! I dont wan2 be away frm ur..
I will really cry man~ i think..on tt day freaky day itself~
I have nvr experienced like this hard to part with my classmates~nvr ever in my other school~

Heh heh~
Never go sch today..yea..screw me!
back from tuition~
abit tired but i am really okie because my tuition kid(jasmine) is such a sweet brat~
She just remind me of my pri sch days..but she is a more cheeky version!!
HAHAHAH!!
We decided to wear specs together and start our nonsense!! HAHHAHA!!

HAHAHHAH!!

Anyways, not feeling good now because of UT2 grades..
OMGOSH!! I AM KINDA DISCOURAGED!!
I really need to work harder!!
hais..i am still like wondering should i go like tt place and do what i like or not..
hais..OH YEA!! UBIN PICS!!


The above is the "House No.1"(If i am not wrong..) That freakin house was built around 1930s?!?!
It is dont know for wad surveyor to live there one! FOR HIS HOLS!! OMYTIAN!!
Super nice can?!?! Still got fireplace!!
BUT WEIRD!! SINGAPORE NEED FIREPLACE FOR WAD!??!

Oh yea..not motivated to fo the RJ for this trip~

I am really not motivated to do anything yet..
based on things happening around me..
need to plan i think~
after planning, i think things will be much more clearer~
"If things are goin to happen..it will still goin to happen anyways.."
do ur agree??
OR to this
"You are the one that determines what is goin to happen and not anyone else"
Which one are u for?

*stucked*